Breaker Breaker... Where Are You, Friends?

So I'm updating at work again. And I may update at home again later, but I still haven't charged my camera. So maybe not.

The thing is.. I found this photo while I was wandering around through Kim's facebook photos earlier this morning and saved it on my work computer because it amused me. And looking at it now, I kind of feel like it's a metaphor for my life right now. I'm constantly trying to reach people and talk to people and hold on to people... and sometimes it feels like I really am just talking into a stuffed penguin that I won from a claw machine in Disney World.

And it doesn't matter whether it's friends still at home or friends from home who've gone elsewhere, or friends from Boston, or my family, or my roommates, or even people I see face-to-face occasionally. I feel like I'm constantly biding my time until I'm back together with all of you, so the days are flying by and I just don't even care (and the worst part about that is... most of you I have no idea when I'll see you again, if ever). It's Thursday already. Thursday. I don't even know where the rest of the week went. I'm kind of shocked every time it's a new day already and I have to update this with a new picture, or change my status on Facebook. When I was walking into work today it felt like I hadn't even ever left from the day before.

Breaker, breaker... what the fuck is going on?!? 10-4, good buddies. Sammy, out.